Always thought my life would be better
I’m 30 stuck in a relationship going nowhere. We have 3 kids together. All under 3. I got knocked up the first night we met up. I moved 9 hours away to be here with him. His family is horrible. I’m used to the beach. He’s very mean and hateful. He a sociopath with no emotions and puts me down constantly. I’m tired of this but I’m stuck. I have no support and feel like I can’t do anything about it cause I’d rather just disappear. I always imagined a nice life, nice husband, on a boat treated like a princess, at the very least with some respect and upheld as a woman. I wanted a totally different life. I love my kids dearly but I always wanted to wear a wedding dress and feel pretty one day. And the sadness of realizing that’ll never happen for me really sucks. I just hope they will learn from my mistakes and find partners who are so much better than their father and I.