u/Efficient_Age_3633

just graduated high school and i feel awful. like all i do now is work, sleep, and jerk off(tmi but it’s becoming a problem). i lay in my bed and think about how miserable i am and i goon like 3-4 times a day and its getting really bad and idk who to talk to or what to do. i started blocking people because i’m sick of responding to text messages all day. i’m exhausted all the time. the only time i feel a little bit okay is at work but as soon as i get home its back to self loathing and misery. i hate myself and i hate my life, also just kinda really needed to vent. which is kinda weird cuz it takes so much to talk to people about this but i had to get it out i guess, idfk