I think I want to be a girl
Hi, I am a 20 year old guy. As the title says, I think I want to be a girl.
I kind of wondered what it would be like maybe 2 or 3 times throughout my life. But still I was generally happy with being male. I had issues with my body in puberty but I would say those are to be expected for a boy at that age, since they were mostly concerning things like looking more masculine or being (a bit) thinner.
I figuered out early that I am both into men and women and later on that that was also true for most people ik between those categories.
When I was 16 I started going to the gym, and I got relatively broad shoulders and looked (i would say) pretty manly all together with a now full beard and hairy legs and chest.
Yesterday the idea of what it would be like to be a girl popped back in my head and it just struck a chord. I am not able to get the idea out of my head and started to look around online for things to do to figure out how i feel. I feel like I want to look like a girl and behave like a girl, but i want to know for sure thats what I want before I talk to my gf or friends about it. (Im sure my friends wont care and my gf (bi) would probably love it since I would be her first gf and she always wanted to have one.)
My question for you is: have you had similar experiences? And if so how did you know for sure? And what could I do to find out if thats just a fantasy or truly who I am?
I thank you in advance and have a nice day :)