My life is crashing down and idk what to do
Hey there, I’m 15 yo and English isn’t my first language so sorry for mistakes
I’m from Russia and this year I’m graduating from 9th grade. This year till recent days was one of the best in my life. My parents had small arguments almost every evening but I thought it’s normal, everything seemed normal.. a couple of weeks ago I needed to show my mom smth in my phone when I noticed that she was writing a note before. The text was like she have been in relationships with my dad since university and now everything is challenging so she wants a divorce. I was extremely shocked so I ran to the bathroom, locked the door and called my elder brother. I had been in argument with him almost for 3 months but there was a weird reason. He is 22 (at that time he was 21 and it was about a week until his birthday if I’m not mistaken) I told him what I had seen he was as shocked as I, however he suggested that it may be a task from psychologist now I suppose he said that because he wanted me to calm down as I needed to head for Chinese language school in 15 minutes.
So… my parents are divorcing like I still will have both mom and dad, although my dad soon will move to another flat. I still can’t believe in it..
Ughh they decided to say that to me the day before my first exam on English. Even though I’d already know about it still I wasn’t able to keep my emotions and tears.
2day after school I went to my grandparents’ place to prepare for final exams at school as my grandma used to be a teacher. Suddenly, I noticed that I hadn’t seen their cat (my parents found her on the street in 2013 and then she started living with my grandparents. She had been with me since 3 years old… I had known her longer than my little sister she is 7) so I asked my granny where the cat was. And she said that there no more cat. Firstly I didn’t understand and then she told me they buried her the day before. I tried not to cry and consentrate before exam so I called my brother. he helped to calm brown a bit.
But as soon as I got home I can’t stop crying. Not only do I have 4 crucial english exams left, but also final exams at school..
I have no strength for anything I have no idea what to do literally a couple of months ago everything was perfect.
Can you advise me anything? I feel broken rn