u/Electrical-Leg3804

I've been a nomad majority of my life... Since I was 14, now ,,I'm 29.

A few years ago, I stayed in a shelter during the winter a few times and wound up getting a housing voucher. I've had my own 4 walls for over 4 years now. Living in an apartment building. It costs nothing but my sanity. I have no one to talk to, no family in the area it's gotten old and I hate watching life go by out my window.

I've got a van, lease is up soon. About to break loose and get back out there gotta leave the East Coast. I'll do almost anything to leave Virginia.

Scared for sure but fuck this shit, I'm depressed and physically breaking down... I want to be fit again, meet new people, have access to diverse food, be happy, however I see fit

Been taking

L-Glutamine with Zinc Carnosine

Stool Softener (dulcolax)

Magnesium

Pantoprazole 20mg

Bentyl

Mylanta

Everyday All day for 1 week and it's been the most relief I've felt in 9 years

ran out of bentyl

ran out of L-Glutamine with Z Carnosine

Ran out of Mylanta

1 day ago and Jesus h christ I can't even think straight because of how much pain I'm in. Can't pass gas, bloated so bad it's pushing on my diaphragm so I can't breath. Can't eat obviously. No appetite. Just PAIN

idk what to do I'm to poor to manage this disease. Gastritis is the only diagnosis they threw at me after lots of "normal" testing.

still have a few more tests to do. But I can't live this way. I can't even hardly see straight because of the pain