▲ 5 r/Deconstruction
Things were easier when I thought I had it all figured out.
I thought I had it all figured out. So much so that I devoted my life to full time ministry as a pastor to evangelize “The Way”. I took so much comfort in my firm belief.
Now, everything has unraveled. I’m not a pastor anymore. I’m not sure of anything anymore. I’m not going back, but I miss the comfort when now existential dread has taken it’s place. Some days are better than others, I’m just really struggling today.
u/ElectricalCurve2482 — 6 days ago