Considering Islam After a Long Spiritual Journey: Questions I Still Struggle With
I was born into a North Indian Hindu Brahmin family and spent many years exploring different religions in search of God. I studied Hinduism, Christianity, Judaism, Islam, and religious history. After several years of studying Christianity, I was baptized Catholic, but over time I became unconvinced by certain doctrines such as the Trinity, saint veneration, Marian devotion, purgatory, and some aspects of church authority.
Watching debates between Adnan Rashid and James White and other Christians was eye opening for me.
Today I would describe myself as a Unitarian Christian. I believe in one supreme God and see Jesus as a teacher, Messiah, and guide, but I do not currently accept the Trinity.
Because of this, I have been looking more seriously at Islam. The strict monotheism of Islam is attractive to me, but I still have many questions that I hope Muslims here can help me understand.
Some of my biggest questions are:
- Why should I convert to Islam rather than remain a Unitarian Christian who worships the God of Abraham?
- Muslims believe that the Torah, Psalms, and Gospel were originally revealed by God. If that is the case, why did Muslims stop following the Torah and Psalms? As someone who loves the Old Testament, especially Genesis, Exodus, Psalms, Proverbs, and the prophetic books, I struggle with the idea of setting them aside.
- How do Muslims understand the differences between the Torah and the Quran regarding figures such as Ishmael and Isaac? When there appear to be contradictions, how do you determine which account is correct?
- How does sin, repentance, and forgiveness work in Islam? Is sincere repentance enough, or are there additional requirements?
- What must a person do to enter Paradise according to Islam?
- What is Paradise actually like? Is it primarily spiritual, physical, or both?
- Will I be reunited with my wife and children in Paradise if we are all saved?
- What happens to our ancestors? Will we know them in Paradise?
- My parents are Hindus and have been good, moral people all their lives. How does Islam view the fate of non-Muslims who sincerely followed the religion they were raised in and never became convinced by Islam?
- Finally, what convinced you personally that Islam is true?
- Can I still Read Torah and Psalms and some Gospels if I become a Muslim?
I am asking these questions respectfully and in good faith. I am not looking for arguments or debates. I am genuinely interested in understanding why Muslims believe Islam is the final and correct revelation from God, and what would justify conversion from my current Unitarian Christian position.
Thank you for reading.
Hindu Brahmin with sacred thread, followed Vedic +Hindu faith for couple of years, Christian/Catholic for last 4 years and now Unitarian.