Any recommendations or resources to learn how to tap into certain gifts?
I moved into a new rental house and have had some spirit activity…. It feels heavy and creepy I thought at first it was just an old house . So I went about my days normally… but then one day at 3am I have the light on bc I’m a night owl and my cat and I are sitting in my bed I was looking for something to watch … and something falls in my closet and I thought it was my cat but he was right next to me laying down… and I look at the time and it was 3:33am… another day that week my cat was acting really weird and again I was kinda getting ready for bed finding something to watch and my cat puffs up like he’s in defense mode against another animal and staring up at my ceiling by my closet…. And he hides behind me and it freaks me out… so I light an incense which was white sage… and found a crystal to help with protection when I’m sleeping I put inside my shirt bc the chain I’m allergic to… it was a rainbow quartz … and I went to go in my night stand and reach for my daily medication I take at night and it felt like I got burnt …. By the incense… I checked all the cords that were in there maybe they were hit but nope everything was cold and then I look down and the crystal fell out of my shirt and inside it looked like a flame was going out…. And so I kinda freaked out and threw it away from me… I had a medium friend come with a device and investigated and he talked to a few 2 from the basement that passed away at the house and then another entity that appeared very strong in the device he had … but he wouldn’t tell me what it was bc he didn’t want to scare me but I wish he did because now my cat acts weird and looks in that room and runs past it and won’t let me go down the hallway alone he’s been like in protection mode until recently now he’s been sleeping on the dining room chairs away from the rooms. I had a friend give me an environment reading bc I’m having drama with my roommate and was nervous about this thing and what it was. Because it entered my dream I’m pretty sure and gave me a warning of stop using the incense and so I had my friend give me a reading and it said something along the lines of that it was intimidating me bc it didn’t want me to tap into my subconscious/abilities. I’ve never really knew of specific abilities but I’ve always been drawn to energy stuff … how does one tap into that without causing me harm ? I just am a little concerned of what this negative entity is so I don’t want to do anything wrong and like open anything up for it . My medium friend was supposed to come back and like get rid of it and let the others go to the light but we had a falling out before he could come back :/. So now I’m just worried and curious at the same time lol are there any good books or audio books that you recommend?