On my 4th attempt- please help :(
I am so beat up from this test yall. I lost my residency, feel like I waste 3 years of my life, have been unable to support my family and rely on my boyfriend and mom. In between tests I started a lot of contractor jobs, sales, MSL, and my own consulting firm but it's still not enough I feel like I am incompetent and have unreal imposter syndrome.
Every time I go in it feels like I literally have a 6 hour panic attack- I've tried so many medications, tried Uworld, read the book 2023-2026 infinite quizlets, varsity tutors, therapists, meditation
What makes this worse is that my mom has been a hospital pharmacist for 25 yrs, she didn't have to take the NAPLEX but still. I feel for both of us. I'm 30yo and I still don't feel like an adult because of this test and I wanted to have kids by this point and it breaks my heart that it's be
I care so much, I know I would be a good pharmacist. I want to get on with my life. So if there are any tips/resources that helped you I am open to everything <3 Thank you/good luck/congrats to everyone!
Update: Thank you all truly from the bottom of my heart to the tip of my brain I appreciate all of the advice, support, and kindness. This was really hard for me to post but it's probably one of the best things I've done through this experience <3
PNN here I come! Also a couple people sent me group invites but I can't see them anymore- would love to join thank you!