u/Electronic_Swan9909

I am a dropper, got 79%ile last year in JEE Mains and 43k rank in IAT, decided to take a drop and fucked up my JEE Mains and CET. Got only 89%ile in JEE Mains (Even though I was consistently scoring 125+ in mock tests) maybe exam pressure.

Now I just have an IAT mock and scored only 45 in it. I want at least an IISER to secure a college in my drop year, parent's pressure gonna be to much once result is declared. Help me please I can't seem to get out of it. Day and night the same thought goes through my mind, I just somehow want to get an IISER I will work day and night for it. Please guide me someone, PLEASE. I have no sibling and friend who is a dropper. Completely isolated for the past 10 months. Please guide me, please. I am lost

• So basically in boards I have
• 49/100 Physics
• 46/100 chemistry
• 61/100 Maths
• 79/100 CS
• Now for 60% I am eligible best of 3 but not PCM, the official site says physics, maths and any one of chem or a technical/vocational subject. But the application rejects me saying u have not cleared the criteria. Help me with this please.
• edit - please ignore the marks since idk how high HSC paper checkers are while checking the sheets. also Got 89%ile in JEE mains, is ece possible? or maybe even enc? something related to that?