Purpose of incarnating with chronic fatigue ???
Can someone explain to me what the hell my soul was supposedly thinking to incarnate here with 150 mental and physical health issues and a debilitating fatigue that makes my life mediocre and miserable ?? I’m bedrotting, doing nothing of my days, I feel numb and depressed, my life is objectively not worth living and it won’t get better. What is the point ?
I failed in every single aspect of life, I’m 23M and have had no friends, no romantic relationship, failed at school and at finding a job because of my ADHD and brain issues in general. Like, am i allowed to self delete ? Or will i get sent to hell or not be allowed to be back Home by the lords of karma / spirit guides ?