I'm interested in reports of people who physically fought back during things such as bedroom visitations/abductions, being operated on in spacecrafts etc., people who managed to break free of any paralysis or supposed "lovebombing" and decided to attack them. What happened, did they manage to hurt them, etc?

I've spent the last year pondering this extensively and reading various texts (old and new) and it seems that the answer is simpler and more intuitive. Just decide that whoever you meet on the other side does not have authority over you.

I think this is what the Gnostics meant by Gnosis = knowing. I would post this theory over in r/Gnostic for discussion but I was banned there for suggesting that Sofia may not have our best interests at heart, I suspect she (of whatever entity holds her characteristics) also wants us here, at least until some impossible task is complete like universal human enlightenment, etc.

It has taken me several years to master my craft, and to this day, I'm still studying and learning. What really angers me is that the knowledge I've so painstakingly worked to acquire will eventually be wiped out.

Within the context of reincarnation and the prison-planet theory, how does knowledge actually get transferred? Let's say I earned a Ph.D. in this life and studied day and night, all of that specialized knowledge vanishes at the reset.

Are there documented cases, theories, or explanations of people being able to tap into specific skills, crafts, or deep professional knowledge from previous lives? (To clarify: I'm not talking about vague, general memories, but actual, functional mastery and specific skills.)

(tl;dr: we are finally starting to collectively capitulate on creation because it is not the responsibility of the divine spark to make sense of this impossible abomination, we still tried very hard though but it simply cannot be done, the downfall of philosophy is a symptom of something bigger unfolding behind the scenes, not just insufficient effort from our side)

from the biggest spiritual experiences like meeting dubious "soul guides" in the afterlife that coerce you into nonsensical "learning experiences" up to the tiniest everyday struggles like taking three attempts to plug in an USB stick or never making it in time before a red light this realm is seemingly founded on contradiction and annoyances

every interaction with the matrix eventually turns out to be an ironic pact with the devil, every trade you make with the matrix could be straight out of Rick&Morty's cursed "Needful Things" shop (from the episode where the devil gives aways cursed items for free)

each blissfull wedding eventually decays into either divorce, boredom, frustration, sickness, betrayal, codependency ...

each birth decays into all kinds of trouble, stress, fatigue, anger, worry, death ...

and especially every mechanism of life if looked upon closely is just a horrific trade off between one beings suffering to feed another beings energy (think feeding cycles, meat production but also environmental impact of industry etc.)

there simply is now wholeness in this reality, it is neither complete nor does it ever find and equilibirum, it does not even provide any stable "cycles of life", just endless wars, evolution itself is a giant war and there is nothing beautiful or divine about it

now I think it would be highly inaccurate to just slap the good old "yeah this is a loosh farm" label onto this and call it a day

when simply nothing ever adds up in our entire event horizon including religion and philosophy and the deepest thinkers become "mad" like Schopenhauer, Nietzsche, Kierkegaard and so on I simply cannot believe that there is a hard cut right at the prison matrix wall and then suddenly whatever comes beyond (call it Archons, Demiurge, Aeons...) just lives in pure everlasting order, bliss and clarity, a divine balance that somehow is founded on pure contradiction and terror?

no, every religious image of a divine order beyond our skies is probably misleading and purposefully so

and we don't even need to discuss this as gnosis already thoroughly exposes most if not all order beyond our realm as corrupted, a failed state, a failed creation, a fallen "god" (even though I think the idea of sad, concerned Aeons watching all this from far away is also bullshit)

so the corruption obviously goes beyond the loosh farm and that is the most important distinction:

remember when mad cow's disease threatened the meat industry? remember when prions disease wiped out cannibalistic tribes? remember avian influenza?

some schemes are so mad that they literally spawn diseases called "mad", "plague" or "pestilence" because they are simply so "wrong" that the corruption bursts out from within and it takes a lot of effort to mitigate

the current wave of global loss of faith, mental fatigue & sickness, delusion and detachment, decay of every belief system, disclosure of big crime schemes (think Epstein, Vatican, also how they hide existence of UFOs...), constant infighting but especially the endless anger, despair and egoic nonsense felt on social media (pride, nonsensical arguing, doomscrolling)... think about how some climate change activists feel so "uncanny" like they were spawned from pure egoic hatred instead of "love for mother Earth" ... all these effects in my opinion are a symptom of a "disease" which is also a form of "revolt" within awareness itself

so this disease or revolt within awareness (maybe) for the first time is spilling over into the archontic realm so they are scrambling for the exit but there is none

I honestly don't think this time we are heading for "just another reset, rinse, repeat" because the accumulated errors of many different timelines are now unfolding all at once and it is happening unrealistically fast (think how different the 80s were from today), something is not right at all... and it is not just an "us problem", we are now "their problem", too

there are a few bible passages that mention a "thorn in the side of creation", a thorn that cannot be ripped out of creation, a nasty relict that follows everywhere (freely interpreted):

for example:

• Genesis 3:17 18 after humanity's fall, the ground is cursed and produces “thorns and thistles.”
• Romans 8:19 23 creation is "groaning", subjected to frustration and longing for liberation.
• several others where enemies of the chosen people are described as annoying "thorns", so the blame is shifted onto physical nations but still the same pattern

this "thorn" is sticking right in the demiurge's butt if you ask me and it won't go away

but this isn't reason to celebrate or make funny remarks, it is deeply troubling because for some unimaginable reason at least entire parts of our universe if not reality aka metaphysics itself took the worst possible route, never reflected much on itself, never intervened, never received successful external intervention from the "aeonic outside" and stubbornly remains on the course of total destruction (good for us in the long term?)

it is almost as if the error, the sickness that is deeply entrenched within awareness has no opposing force whatsoever, as if it almost "desires" to eat itself from within, a cleansing cancer of cosmic proportions because it simply knows no more upside or hope as there is simply "no entropy left" to hold onto, a dimension that has been entirely burned out

I believe it doesn't really matter anymore at this stage if you are trapped as a mammal soul on Earth or working on the other side as a grey or demon to keep the machinery intact, we are all heading for the same void and the current is so strong already that nothing within our reality is worth holding onto

nothing except - and that is where we might actually come out on top - our indestructible ability of actually being aware plus the intrinsic ability to judge and feel emotional truth, it seems this ability is a priori everything and does not depend on any physical manifestation

it is often presumed that those who are living on the "other side" of the prison matrix do not possess this ability or only possess residual traces of it or are ignorant of this core reality (as they have founded their entire existence on the manipulation of our lifeforce)

this fits very well to the behaviour of i.e. greys during abductions, cold, naive questioning, emotional experimentation and coercion, synthetic love showers similar to surgical instruments... it also fits well to the algorithmic NDE coercion methods that seem to merely "calculate" the most efficient route to get you shoved back down here fast (think of the infamous NDE where the subject was shown a "glitchy Jesus" that suddenly turned into Buddha and other figures as the faith of the subject could not be sufficiently determined)

so ultimately it seems that this experience we currently all share, that nothing adds up, that every event in daily life seems full of error, that there is no order, no sense, no goal, no reason for optimism or healing is not depression but more like a lighthouse shining at us from the abyss of a deeply failed creation, a fundamental truth that neither we nor "they" can evade

also some personal advice from my own experience: people who are less "awoken" are a huge pain right now as they constantly hurt us (a lot) and feel like NPCs, instead of being angry at them or lusting for revenge and waiting for them to fail it might be better to know that the void is coming for all of us, therefore better use your understanding to align yourself with what is coming instead of projecting anger at individuals... there will be enough "cleansing and punishment", each to his own, so if you align with the void which might appear like a distant needlehole to us you can make the transition easier for yourself while resting assured that "they" get what "they deserve" no matter if kings or demons or your toxic ex

it is very difficult to let go especially as we are still in a phase of maximum worldly struggle and anger, we are extremely early, not wrong and being early is hard, it is fatiguing and you are constantly missunderstood and ridiculed but that is the price of being relatively on top of this shit, "they" might create different fake exits near the end to get us into the worst realms (think of the bardo thodol trials but for everyone including "them", not in death but here and now in life)

most importantly, whatever you have done yourself, shed the karmic waste, forgive yourself at all times or you will not fit through the needlehole, inquire why you acted this way and mostly you will find that you had good intentions

those of us who attained gnosis already usually have unbelievable strong moral and loving intentions even if they are masked behind some agonizing traumatic stuff, this is by default because truth is the only stable loving state, guilt is secondary and not important, only knowledge of truth counts

we are finally starting to collectively capitulate on creation because it is not the responsibility of the divine spark to make sense of this impossible abomination, we still tried very hard though but it simply cannot be done, the downfall of philosophy is a symptom of something bigger unfolding behind the scenes, not just insufficient effort from our side

(P.S. some addtional open questions/ thoughts:

1) is the only stable state unfragmented nothingness or can we actually "live" distinctively as souls in "creative spaces" without everything turning into hell?

2) some philosophers say that the universe is not obliged to "make sense", that suffering "just is", imho this is bullshit because we are already faced by an advanced species that claims to be god from another dimension and that everything will make sense once your soul has finally learned the millionth lesson while wiping our memory each time in between, so there is clearly contradiction here as almost all known suffering in the last 10k years came from "them" not from randomness

No matter where I go, I always see Humanity in denial,

Lashing out, uncomfortable with things that are VERY REAL and point to the truth. It's like they would rather lie to themselves than deal with that. whether in person or on social media, if you ever give someone something that is too close to the truth, especially on Reddit, they immediately get defensive. It's almost like their brains are not developed or just not built to understand it all.

And I do believe that same attitude is what causes Humanity to be stuck in an endless cycle. The denial of truth, especially when it doesn't match their personal ideal. We can all say that a wise person has no choice but to accept the truth for what it is, a fool will be outraged.

Lots of outrageous people these days.

It's that same denial that blocks them from realising how doomed they truly are. They will never make it out. Many have, many will, but many won't too. They're just not built for it. Not built to understand.

Just wanna take a moment for those who indefinitely won't make it out Ever, plus are in denial when faced with a truth that doesn't align with their ideal mental image in their personal life.

In this life we call a spade a spade, and that's the best way to move forward with anything. Denial is hilarious but it's also what makes sure you'll never make it out. EVER.

Just wanted to say that. Nothing more. But RIP to the SCARED suckas that will NEVER make it out. EVER.

No news, I know, but still. This barbaric rule of Planet Earth dictates EVERYTHING.

As mundane as it sounds, I already had this realization at child age observing red and green traffic lights. Green for one side means red for the other. Winning in one game (most games are competitive) means that another person loses.

On the most microscopic level, our bodies constantly fight bacteria and viruses. Thinking about this, because I suffer from a painful UTI right now.

Even our body cells sometimes fight each other.

Did you know that cancer origins in a cell breaking the "cell contact" and tries to override other cells with its script? It may ignore signals telling it when to stop dividing, evade programmed cell death, and eventually expand at the expense of surrounding tissue.

Fleeting peace can only exist at the expense of someone else or when two equally strong forces temporarily compromise.

Anyone who calls this planet of war and diseases "home" has lost their connection to their innermost spark!

This is NOT our natural state. We shall never forget this.

I'm never returning to this cosmic shithole casino of fleeting comfort and permanently underlying agony and existential dread!

Every time I am aware that I’m in a dream I ask the people in my dreams how to escape this simulation.

Today their faces changed. From human face to some sort of reptilian faces with tongues bulging out like a snake, everything went dark and I woke up just right after asking the question.

Mind you I was having some sort of friendly conversation with them before that happened.

I find having autonomy in my dreams very helpful though every time I ask serious questions everything comes to a halt.

If you feel like you've been forced to emit loosh(emotional radiation),stop in-place and start mentally(not verbally) repeating VYOM in a loop, for at least 30 minutes and report if it changes the situation/emotional balance, don't focus on suppressing anything, just add VYOM loop on top. (The optimal sub-vocalization is V+YO+MMM, with V+YO fast and MMM relaxed/humming)

I'd like to see if it works for anyone

I'm so mad at this setup we are trapped in. Wake up, use the bathroom, eat, pay bills , go to work, buy food, rinse and repeat.

And all of this assuming you can work and pay bills. You could get fired, have no sick days, no one to help you when you're down.

Then what do you do?? Live in your car until it gets repoed. If you're young enough there is hope. Then after, what?

I'm also sick and tired by the well off looking down on us and thinking hmm maybe they're addicted to substances or just lazy. I personally am neither. I'm just tired and in pain and just simply done with all this circus.

I've done my time , they took what they wanted from me.

I can finally leave and never come back.

If you look closely at everything that is happening around you and analyze it, you will come to the same conclusion as me. It is not only a prison, but also a cruel resort for some, those who come here to do something terrible and unthinkable. They just have "fun and relax" on Earth. It's also a place where kidnapped young souls are rented out. The kidnappers take a cut of the profits. This is also a place where various sociological experiments are carried out, and we who live here are lab rats.

Analyze everything yourself and you will understand. This world is a multifunctional corporation, prison-farm-slaughterhouse-laboratory-etc.

to harvest energy by hurting us? Do they know they being used by the demiurge?