So…what now?
Looks like I’ve found my people. Hi everyone.
I’ve had some weird anomalous experiences kicked off by CE-5, mostly ranging from neutral to negative and very averse to telling me a consistent and wholly truthful story. Idk if the prison planet or Gnosticism model is accurate, I don’t have those minutiae learned. But I know there is a lot behind the veil up to very bad things.
I turned to the ‘beyond’ because I’ve hit a bit of a dead end in my own life. I ran out of resources and options and so, despite being a lifelong atheist, I looked to the sky. And it answered. I had never felt such hope and happiness in my life. I wept. Then continued experiences made it clear to me that it’s all a farce: at least too much of it to trust anything on the other side at face value. Realizing this about my last resort genuinely almost ended me.
Since then I’ve tried modified contact meditations, the gateway tapes, more meditations, magic, etc. Eyebrow-raising things occasionally happen, yet…I can’t say any of it has fundamentally changed much.
After reaching similar conclusions, have any of you still found success in interacting with the anomalous to your benefit or the betterment of humanity/life? If so, what have you done that’s worked well for you?