I wonder if you have noticed very positive shifts in your health, energy… adopting the raw vegan diet. And is the transition very challenging? Thank you very much.
This Matrix should be called cosmic gaslighting. Almost all players are under the influence of the external as well as an internal veil.They cannot stand the pain of looking at their distorted low class false characters and the horrible Matrix without the tainted glasses. So they need to call those who are horrified, victims. They need to make you feel weak. They need to make you feel less resilient and hate you for calling out the crimes and low standards of this hell. When I was a kid, I already looked at this hole and wondered WTF is this place. But I always kept it inside and could not grasp why I had such deep thoughts at age 8. I had to adapt. I had to get programmed. I had to find ways to function in the jungle and lower my own consciousness. I had to learn the art of taking the punches. I even had to learn to thank the gods and love my abusers.
I let the “humans” abuse me. Use me. I did not know how to play a character in a purgatory. I was not so used to demons and vampires. It has taken decades to grasp how hell and purgatory work. It is the theory of Karma and all the other spiritual Bs that forced me to embrace the slavery and tortures. And I did develop many disorders because I was not calibrated on a soul level to be thrown into this dungeon. For the first time in this disgusting incarnation, I to finally feel free to hate the abomination without guilt. I feel free not to love everybody. And I can openly talk about it with few other souls. There is no walking on eggshells. No sugar quoting. No self hypnosis. No finding excuses for the gods and other players. I don’t find excuses for the garbage sides of my false persona. I take ownership for all my mistakes. The ugliness I see inside, keeps me humble.
They keep thinking that ALL souls who resonate with the PP theory, are weak cowards who want to run away. Maybe it is the word Escaping that adds to it. They don’t realize that many are the most courageous, who have the balls to look at this horrid creation and other players for what they are. Without pretending to be a god with amnesia, without worshiping a god, without forcing yourself to Namaste Love and light your way out. I challenge any such individuals with superiority complex, to look at reality with no inflated ego, Without the veil and gaslighting, without all the excuses. They will realize that they are the victims. VICTIMS of illusion and gaslighting. They would also see their own garbage too. But since this place is inverted, they are working very hard to make us doubt ourselves instead of doubting their own sanity. I never realized how much strength it takes to swim against the flow. And I have great respect for all of you.
I am an ex Hare Krishna from a toxic offshoot. I have been doing research on the rogue fake gurus and the abuse happening in the path of Bhakti Yoga. I am actively exposing them. I just came across Paramadvaiti. Very disturbed by what I heard. I would like to learn more about him and how he lures the victims… the guy still calls himself swami. Truly shameless.
I have been hearing about 2027 for a while. What makes you have hope that 2027 is the year where we will get disclosure and much more?
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It is quite a genius trick to make humiliations pass for lessons and Karma. Not many can truly grasp how degrading it is on a soul level to play the role of a human. We are nothing more than lowly cosmic slaves. We have been trained to glorify our suffering. This place is the land of beggars can’t be choosers. We have been forced to accept the abusive creators and all their crappy laws that make little sense.
The beggars get up in the morning and wonder how they can get some positive emotions in. Or how they can numb what feels negative. Not to speak of the humiliation of being forced to chase money. I have so much respect for those who do the dirty jobs like picking up the garbage. My Heart always aches when I see them. But the truth is that this creation smells as bad as garbage. And it feels as though this is the universal dumpster.
We walk around with our wiped memories. Turning to deities that are supposed to save us. It comes across as mythology. I have mingled with horrible people as well as very rare angelic type souls. I can say that the pure ones I know have experienced great amount of humiliation. So it is BS that all is Karma and punishment. Some forces take pleasure in breaking us, humiliating us, make us suffer.
And kinder souls‘ humiliations feels like a greater cosmic hunger games. They like to see you jump all over obstacles so that they can create new ones. Don’t you think that getting raped for example is a great humiliation. Or being forced to beg or steal? Sell your body for money or drugs. How low can we go?
This is why I also try to humiliate the creators and the demonic forces as much as possible. I used to bow to the so called higher powers. Now I treat them as badly as they have treated me. The humans can no longer inject their poison into my veins because I have cut them off as much as possible. I have no clue what will happen to a rebellious soul such as myself. But this is the incarnation in which I free myself from the slave mentality and from accepting humiliation so easily.
In the past few years, I have realized to what extent this clown show is scripted. It is so elaborate that the human mind cannot even imagine. All characters are lignex up. All dots are connected. The future is already set. They can adjust the scripts as needed. As much as I want to believe we create our own reality, I cannot be fully on board with it.
When they do not interfere with massive evil, it is because they allow the nefarious forces to feed off the energy. They also push some kinder souls to play savior and try to improve the laws of this jungle. They want to force us to participate. They study and test us. The interventions are very subtle. Like exposing some truth like the Epstein files, which almost led nowhere.
Every single soul is just an insignificant Recycled extra in the earth cosmic Hollywood . And the majority are willing actors. They throw all that garbage at us. Use and abuse us. Create crappy karma for us so that they can send us back to pay the so called karma they created for us. The game is not just rigged. It is an absolute violation of true divine laws. They have gotten our consent life after life.
They even show you in movies like the Truman show Westworld…. This is how arrogant they are. They mock us and take pleasure in doing so. They shift our timelines like dark city and almost no one is able to see. Our ignorance is their bliss. This is why they hate those who can see through the veil and they try to destroy you even more.
We cannot all carry the same load on a soul level. I have a cousin who hinted at me that I should not complain about carrying a heavy load. However she is a surgeon. I can hardly function here. I feel as though I am a toddler who was forced to get a Phd.
I have had one hell of a tough ride. I wanted to cry as a kid to go home. I both want to remember and forget what I endured in this incarnation. I even wonder if some said I want to clean karma very fast and accept the pain.
Why my load does not match my level of resilience? It is masochistic to take one so much more than you truly can. Where we tricked? Where we filled with pride? Where we stupid? This is why the volunteer theory is not always making sense. I would never volunteer for a human task I do not feel like doing or that is too hard for me. Why did I do it on a soul level?
This is a very interesting new video on the cult called the science of identity. This woman is very courageous and has lost it all to expose the group. She gives new info on top of the Washington post article written in June.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=StKukG8lHZE&t=2128s&pp=2AHQEJACAboFBBICZW4%3D
This video is worth watching and sharing.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=SlQtB9Xuxlk&t=2384s&pp=2AHQEpACAcoFDUh1Z2hlcyB0cnVtYW4%3D
Have you ever been told you have a victim mentality? Have you ever been called weird? Are you seen as a weak person by the crocodile skinned “humans” aka earth souls who have been recycled 100000 times? Or even some so called starseeds who swim the waters of this material Ocean like fish? If so how does it make you feel? How do you deal being so different. I have chosen isolation as much as possible and also I try my best never to reveal my mind and heart. I also avoid those who want to belittle me for not being able to play the role of a human with the same resilience as them.
The “guidelines”, teachings… that truly matters to the “soul” must be REALIZED. It is like listening to 1000 Ayahuasca journey reports versus sitting with the brew yourself. Talk is cheap. Listening to information that comes from an external source can only help to a certain degree. People embark on the trip of that INDIVIDUAL soul. For example Darius J Wright who is slowly becoming the new Jesus in the so called spiritual communities, thinks he is sharing an absolute truth. But that may just be his own personal trip. Same as 10 participants in an Ayahuasca ceremony will sit down the next day and think that their insights is gospel.
If you are locked at the hospital, they will not give the same meds to a patient with a heart issue to a person with mental disorder. They even have different floors, sections… each person is a Truman in their own show. But all Trumans want to drag other Trumans in their show because their spiritual or ego mind is inflated like a giant balloon. When ego gets too inflated, you start posing as a teacher.
One who is worthy to be paid for their unique experiences that gives you the illusion they are helping you. I was in such a situation. I got both hurt and helped. The hurt surpassed the help. I was in the hands of the “wrong” spiritual surgeons. Some of the damage is irreversible. Like most so called “humans” I was looking for answers outside. Knowing the price one must pay to get answers from inside, I cannot blame them. Trust your own journey because ultimately it is all that matters.
It is funny how I always think that most people are closed to these subjects. I made a joke saying soon Aliens will land. And the woman said I am not at all against it if they can help us with the mess we are in. And then she said I truly hope and pray there are beings who are much more advanced and civilized than us humans. She said they must be watching us and wonder what the hell are these people doing. There were 3 of them and they were all on board and it truly made my day. I now know that I should be careful not to assume that only a few people are open to such ideas. I am not truly sure myself about anything anymore. I sometimes lose hope and trust when I see where we are headed, but I still love fringe conversations.
In order to truly grasp humans and what it feels to be human, you must play the role of one with amnesia. If you descend here with the awareness of who you truly are like a Jesus persona, you will never be able to grasp the whole picture. In the series the undercover boss, the CEO knows he is the owner of the company. However he pretends to be a new employee. Imagine if the CEO forgets he is CEO. He will have to go through the same hell as all the other employees and put up with the Ill treatments without knowing he can crush them at any moment.
If you are born with full wisdom and knowledge like “Jesus”, you will never take one wrong step. You will never allow anybody to cross boundaries, you will never get tempted by demons. Look at Prince Harry. As soon as he left his pompous active Prince role, he also lost his public statues and he is being seen as nobody. When you play the role of a loser, you will truly grasp this hellish realm. If you are a Darius J Wright type character, you will mostly see others and the world with pink glasses. Namaste Love and light. People will admire you and pay to follow your teachings. How can you see the true faces of people when you are at your best?
Minimal suffering and a rather good life scripts keep you in an illusion. There is no greater gift than to finally see this society for what it is. You see the true nature of reality by playing the role of a human with no privileges. No superpowers, no true wisdom, no fame, talent, massive fortune, blinding beauty….. You must earn the wisdom through pain, trial and errors, being treated like crap. You will let the narcissists hurt you. You will know what trauma is, what abuse is, how constant attacks can change you. You will also get to know yourself much better.
This dumpster will finally lose its lure and you will be free from the desire to help and serve others so deeply. You will know that this place is not worthy of your best version. Wherever you go to sky looks the same. It is all a garbage. Some dumpsters are more glorified. Covid lockdowns helped those who were ready to detach. The Matrix has become 100 times worse but people still run after sense enjoyment. Still bring souls into this hell. Is Satan truly the prince of this world or money?
I do not glorify suffering nor agree to the existence of this hell hole. But I do think that suffering can be used as a tool to detach from this purgatory and all the love and light Namaste bullshit. If your greatest desire is to leave this prison, it means that you no longer have amnesia . It is OK if you do not remember why you ended up here and where you come from. There is a difference between wanting to leave just because you don’t want to suffer and wanting to leave because you have seen the true face of this horror show. Many think that jumping over obstacles has made them stronger. The ego likes the crack cocaine of feeling resilient. But when suffering pushes you to hate this place, you can be considered a fortunate soul. And you have certainly been guided without knowing it.
I just found out that the Roissy bus no longer exists. I know that the RER is an option. I usually prefer the bus, but this new one is not as practical than the Roissy bus that went straight to Opera. If you have taken it, please let me know if it is a good option.
Thank you.