How do I change this Groundhog Day style life I live
Everyday has been the same for me and I’m sick of it but it’s like my mind and body don’t want to do anything else. All I do all day everyday is play games, watch YouTube, and scroll reels and as much as I hate to say it watch porn. It’s getting to the point where it’s starting to genuinely affect how I communicate with people especially my friends and family. Like I can no longer relate to them or keep up conversation because I just don’t do anything else with my days… with my life. I’ve became extremely interesting especially to myself.
Stuff like watching shows, movies, reading comics, getting into new niche hobbies and pursuing my passion of music production and creating art, hell even normal stuff like having a favorite character, or comfort show or anything like that, these are all things I want to do, I think about them all the time especially the creative stuff but I just never do it. Sometimes in a blue moon I’ll watch a movie, or I’ll binge a show, or I’ll make a beat but that’s once every what 2-3 weeks?
And when I do actually do those things I always enjoy it, but then right after, boom I’m right back to the same wasted days doing the same thing over and over and over… games YouTube reels porn I’m tired of it.. but I just can’t seem stop..