So, I've recently come to the conclusion that I'm definitely suffering from hypersexuality. I'm 19NB and i've been diagnosed with ADHD for about a year. i'm not completely sure if hypersexuality connected to my ADHD, but a brief google search has me believing this might be the case. for me, the hypersexuality is damn near debilitating. it negatively affects my friendships, romantic relationships, and ruins my attempts at romance.
When i don't take my medication, I am near constantly thinking about sex between me, and other people in my life. even ppl that I may not be sexually attracted to, like professors or friends. I have put myself into potentially dangerous situations just to have sex. I would practically harass people I'm interested in to hangout one-on-one because i would hope for a chance something would happen. i would become super touchy and steer conversations towards romance or some similar topic to make ppl get the hint that I wanted them to kiss me or something. sometimes i make overly sexual jokes or i say overly sexual things to make people want to have sex with me or think about having sex with me, but it just makes them uncomfortable.
i've made an ex uncomfortable by my overly sexual behavior, though she did not break up with me for this reason. i also used to have a pretty bad porn addiction, and i would masturbate every single day.
I'm currently taking 50mg of Vyvanse which has helped to reduce my libido and the sexual thoughts slightly. my issue now is i still get overwhelming thoughts of sex, especially when i think of or see ppl i was previously involved with. my thoughts and actions make me feel like i am violating these people and that I am an evil person.
How do you guys deal with this? please give me any methods or whatever to lessen my libido and stop me from thinking about sex. this is straight up ruining my life and i don't know what to do.