Idk what to do
I know to myself na may problema ako and at the same time I had initial diagnosis before of Major Depressive disorder and General Anxiety disorder. Its like I am stuck in a cycle or in a hole of darkness that I could not leave or break from. And, no I do not receive any medication or therapy - don't have money, still a student and unemployed, and my parents are tired of "my drama" thus unsupportive. The irony is I am a psychology student and I am like this. Ngayon finals week namin and I am in this cycle again, I cannot focus to study, walang pumapasok sa utak ko. I am afraid my professors are fed up with my reason and they will not give me a chance to comply at marami rin akong kailangan i-comply because of my absences. Kasi palagi nalang, palagi nalang. I just dont know what I could do and what could I say. Should I talk to them again? Or just wait for my demise. Nahihirapan ako, nahihirapan ako. I want to fight by this is eating me up - this is eating me whole.