37f 365ish. Haven't weighed in a few weeks but haven't been great diet wise.
I feel like I'm in a weird spot.
I'm very active for my weight. I do weight lifting 3x a week. I can walk miles with no issue. My 3 year old started t-ball today and what i didn't know was i was also signed up, because 3 year olds. I ran the bases with her (and the group of kids/adults) 4 times, did a warm up run with them.
I can run, I just choose not to. I hate cardio.
But I've always been heavy. I graduated high school at 275.
I start and I fall off after 20 lbs every.single.time.
I don't know what its like to be thinner. Idk what its like to wear anything under a size 18. And I don't know how to over come that.
I would love to run bases and not worry about what I look like to everyone else. I would love to not wonder if I'll fit in the chair, will it hurt, will it hold me.
But I can't seem to get past 20 lbs.
I can do the diet. I can exercise. But theres something mentally wrong. And idk how to fix it.
And I'm weary of glp1 side effects. But starting to get more on board with maybe the pill.