Several guys (attractive and nonattractive) have told me I have a nice body but my face isn't..so nice. I'm already self conscious about my face, and my body as I'm a little curvy. It makes me feel so awful. Any advice to not feel like a complete garbage trash person?
Spouse is from Australia, we're both homeless. He always blames me for our struggle and insults America and me, for being American and being unable to sponsor him because I can't make enough income. He claims I dont "bother" to sponsor him when I work every day. He yells at me constantly and I feel like garbage. I wish I had enough to sponsor him, and have a home and enough food and just be at peace. He complains constantly about everything, and takes it out on me. I just feel so hopeless. He breaks everything, then says I ruin everything. Right now we are being asked to leave this hotel because he is yelling at me and other guests are complaining, I am sitting here with my bags sobbing. I wish I could redo my life over again.
Long story short, ive always been rejected since high school, as I'm not that good looking. There's this one guy from the UK that was very sweet and kind to me, I'd joined his twitch streams and he'd flirt and be so sweet.. we've hit it off and we're close distant friends for a long time, so I revealed to him that I had a crush on him but he rejected me and said he was gay and he met some guy at a club. How do I cope with this hurt in my chest? It's been day two and still can't get over it.