u/Embarrassed-Ad5606

My son died from an aggressive brain tumor called diffuse midline glioma. It was a rare and devastating childhood cancer. We tried everything we could, radiotherapy, targeted treatment, ONC201, and a peptide vaccine but the tumor was too aggressive. He was a wonderful, kind child, and losing him so young is something I still cannot understand and I can't stand it. How to interpret this in a spiritual way ? Is it possible to reach out to him someway?