A guy said something to me and idk what to think.
I’ve been smoking since I was 14. I finally quit march 23. I’m turning 19 this month. **TW** sexual harassment(I think? Idk if I’m thinking too much about it)||Today at work some fat bald gay guy comes up to me. And started off cool. “Hey I like your septum piercing” I say thanks. He then proceeds to tell me that between HIM ME AND HIS HOMEGIRL. HE WAS GONNA GET HIS NIPPLES PIERCED. I shrug it off as oh he’s just tryna be funny and joke. And then he goes “I’m having a party, gonna be shoes given out, free tattoos, and twerking on n**gas”. I again try to shrug this Diddy party of an invite off and say yeah nah I probably wouldn’t go. “What school you go to?” Bro we deadass? I tell him ive graduated and im starting emt course soon(im talking way too much to this weirdo) he then says “oh” AND WALKS AWAY. So one. He thought i was still in highschool and decided to say this bullshit to me. 2 I genuinely don’t know what I do that makes gay guys hit on me. I’ve been hit on more by gay guys than women. I don’t think I look gay. My brother told me it could probably be because I’m lightskin with nice hair. I’ve gotten woken up from sleeping on the bus once in hs(all I did was sleep on the bus even in school) and this guy asks me for my ig for a one of his girl friends who wanted to ask me(BIG LIE BUZZER) he proceeds to hit on me and ask if I’m gay. Told him no. Blocked him. Like one situation has turned all of my thoughts upside down. Do I like gay? Why do gay people approach me? Why did that guy stop speaking when I said I wasn’t in highschool? And damn. A couple of hits from a vape would calm me down rn.|| Also if you did read this(ty) I don’t have anything against queer people. Just I myself am not