u/EmbarrassedBid6384

I’m 27F. 3 yrs ago I got into a car with a “friend” that I didn’t know was on drugs because my car was out of gas and I needed to get to work. Fast forward to today , im paralyzed. I’m home 365 days a yr bc of no family that’s help or friends and I live in the middle of nowhere at that. I just want my life back. I want to walk again so I’m asking , how do I sell my soul. I don’t want to hear “ you can’t sell it bc it’s gods “ if he gave af he’d listen to the prayers I’ve cried and screamed every night for 930 days.