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So I've always had memories of my cousin, 4 years older than me, who used to bring me into his room, close the blinds and lock the door when I was between the ages of 4 and 5. I remember him making me kiss him on all these occasions and making me undress. He would have me on my bed, and he would go on top of me. I have seemed to block out more.

My older brother was also at these play dates, but would be outside. We aren't close, so I don't feel comfortable asking.