My first break up is killing me
I have recently been broken up with. We were friends for nearly 3 years and dated for a month. She dumped me the day after Prom. Idk what to do. I kept calling her and texting her a bunch even though she demanded space. I such immeasurable guilt, but I only tried to talk to her because I felt she was pulling away. She may never come back to me. I fear that my clinginess may have caused he avoid at tendencies to take over. The worst part? I left her a very angry voice mail, which I deeply regret. Along with some rather derogatory texts. I left one final voicemail and text apologizing, but I know deep down it was not enough. I fucked up big time, like I genuinely have been a complete wreck and don’t know what to do next. I think I may have lost my favorite person and partner because of my impulsivity. What should I do?
I need help ya’ll I can’t keep living in the past when I have so much more to live for. What should the next few days to weeks look like?