u/Embarrassed_Reply324

I've been depressed or at least what I think to be depression for 3 years and have PTSD from childhood trauma but I can never get the feeling I'm doing it for attention out of my head. I feel like it's all fake or me "wanting" to be even though I've told nobody and try to hide it no matter what. I have an addiction to cutting myself but sometimes I feel like it's only to justify or convince myself the same with my eating habits which I barely ever do. Im really just not sure about anything at this point