u/Embarrassed_Roof_871

I (16M) am struggling with corn for quite a while. I stopped for almost 2 weeks but still end up giving to it. I am bad academically, physically, mentally and spiritually. I have no sports achievements. I am overall a bad person. I wanna improve but idk how. I started the gym but still see no progress aftee almost 6 months.I hate my life. I thought abt ending it many times. I broke up w my gf bc i thought i wasnt enough for her. She genuinely loved me but the stupid i am...i broke up w her. I should ve stayed w her and asked her to help me but i hid my addiction from her and js broke her heart. Help me 💔🥀.