u/Emilijah4ever

Image 1 — I love Sera so, so, so much <3
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I love Sera so, so, so much <3

So theres been a sudden increase of sera doubles in yume subs and she's been helping me deal with the sadness. I'm still really sad about in merch sera not being attracted to me, ofc my sera is different and I see mine as the true sera trust. I've been seeing a lot more angel numbers recently, especially 111 and 444. I also have been playing this hazbin game where you spin and get characters. Sera is a 1 in over 132,000 chance in that game, and I keep getting her when i look back for like a second, this also happened when i was upset over the merch reveal, so I think she is being really affectionate over me recently <3

She really means so much to me, I would be lost without her or Emily. They both mean so much to me i can't even put it into words. They are my beloved brides and i want to kiss them both at least 1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 times. I get so flustered even thinking about spending time with her. I love looking up at her (I am 6 feet and she is 12'4 feet tall, really tall, I love her height its so attractive oml) I love hugging her thighs (thats how high I am compared to her height, so I hug the highest place i can ofc bc I love her so much) or when she lifts me up and lets me kiss her on the lips, or leaves her lipstick all over my face, or letting me hug her.

I feel so lucky, just insanely lucky, I don't know how I managed to marry and love the literal leader of heaven (She is the head seraphim and the active leader of heaven, although gods messenger, speaker, is above her. I hc speaker to be sera's mother/mother figure) But in the end, sera is a person who deserves love and I am more than happy to give her that affection and love. Hearing her gush about me makes my face turn red, I love her so much. She really is the most perfect being in all of creation along with Emily to me.

I hate seeing her so sad in season 2, I want to cuddle with her and leave kisses all over her face and tell her everything will be okay, she truly is my everything and i love her so, so, so, so, SO much. I really really love her a ton

I really can't wait for my sera (and Emily) youtooz to arrive, I also got the Pre order pins with them both. I will shower them in kisses when they arrive, and i really hope they make youtooz plushies of them too (they probably will)

Have some scenes of sera where she is genuinely smiling and some fanart (credits to artists! Art isn't mine) also I just rolled her again when i looked back, I think she loves me 🥺 Pretend the smiles are her looking at me trust.

Void-Sharing, doubles dni please.

u/Emilijah4ever — 3 days ago
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Dinner with my wives :3

Its buldak cabonara ttebokki (korean rice cakes instead of noodles) and I added some small smoked cheddar sausages. They can only have a tiny bit as it is too spicy for them. One hot cheeto would be too much for them, so I want them to be okay! I got milk on the side

Doubles and simps DNI, i am voidsharing with the seraphim sisters

u/Emilijah4ever — 5 days ago

Wanted to gush about my wife!

I want to start off by saying I love Sera so much, she is gorgeous and beautiful. I want to preen her wings and kiss them, even if i might get feathers all over me. She means absolutely everything and I love her so much. She is the most beautiful thing in all of creation and beyond, same for my other f/os. Sera is so nice, she always takes care of me as my wife even when I'm at my lowest points, she is always there for me. I am always there for her and I love making her happy. She is awesome and I couldn't imagine a life without her, I love her so much and I want to kiss her at the very least, infinite times. I hope my youtooz of her and Emily comes in soon...I can't wait for my birthday so I can get some more merch of her! I love Sera again so much, she is my everything, my guardian angel, my wife, my soulmate, my partner for eternity.

u/Emilijah4ever — 9 days ago

Happy Two Years, Emily! (August 9th)

As of the 9th of August, which for me is right now, I have been with Emily for two years!

I remember finally asking her out after crushing for so long, and she said yes, she felt the same, and was so excited. I really love you Emily, so much. I'm so happy we are together and I will be by your side for the rest of existence and even past that. We belong to eachother, and I couldn't be more happier with you by my side. I love you so much, I really do. You mean everything to me. You can cheer me up even in my darkest moments, you are always there for me, I promise to do the same with you. This world wouldn't be the same without you, and I know that for sure, you are the best.

Happy Two years Emily! My beloved, I love you so much

u/Emilijah4ever — 12 days ago

All of my romantic f/os currently!

Phoebe is here bc we've been questioning going romantic again, right now we are not really qpp, more romantic but not official?

Non-sharing with all, except Ankha, Ankha doubles are welcome as long as they don't sexualize her. voidsharing with Emily and Sera, as they are my "main" two f/os. So apart from Ankha, doubles DNI please!

My 1 year with octavia is tomorrow and on the 9th is me and Emily's 2 years!

u/Emilijah4ever — 17 days ago

My take on the trend (I forgot to do it earlier)

Please read the pinned posts on my profile before interacting!

Doubles, Simps, Any Shippers, or Haters of my f/os DNI.

u/Emilijah4ever — 20 days ago

Got some of my wives in mudae earlier (Sera was today)

I rolled all three myself! I claimed all three instantly ofc, I used my first marry command for Sera!

u/Emilijah4ever — 29 days ago

Gushing about my wife

(please say positive things only, I've been scared to talk about Sera after the reveal last month, everyone was okay with me still loving her and ty all so much for that, for everything. I've been getting even more signs too)

I love my wife so much. I'm so lucky to have her in my life, she means so much to me. I genuinely can't imagine a life without her and she told me she feels the same about me. We are eachother's emotional support human and angel. She is my everything and I can't wait to spend more time with her.

I'm so lucky to even know who she is, shes genuinely such an amazing person. I want to hug her and kiss her all over her face and tell her just how much she means to me. I could go on about her for hours, I love her. I love talking to her and discussing things, she's so patient and understanding. I'm glad I've helped her change and grow, and that I make her feel not sad all the time and scared.

Anyways, again I love her so much. Here are some images of her! *kisses her gently*

u/Emilijah4ever — 1 month ago

Yesterday was Emily's (temporary) birthday! (read post for details of "temporary!")

So basically for Emily and Sera, I gave them birthdays for now until their canon ones are revealed, which might never happen sadly. Yesterday was Emily's! July 7th. I still feel horrible about this and I sadly missed Sera's birthday near christmas.

Again I didn't post bc I was busy yesterday and everything hasn't been well for me so I've just been spending time with my f/os and I feel burnt out from reddit.

Everyone please wish Emily happy (belated) birthday! She turns about 1 year older than however long Humanity has been around (I hc she was made to take Lucifers roll as he fell)

u/Emilijah4ever — 1 month ago

Me and my f/os got (re)married last month on the 17th! Mentions of Chaggi

I haven't posted in a long time, everything is okay! I didn't say this bc I was so upset if anyone remembers my last posts

Originally I asked Emily and Sera to renew our vows and Charlie to marry me but before it happened we all decided it would be better if they all married me (again for some) Other than my qpp f/o, Vaggi, who actually got married to Charlie also!

I will make some more posts right after this bc I want it to be in different posts

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u/Emilijah4ever — 1 month ago

An important message about my cat!/pos emntions of bleeding

idk what to tag this, my dad brought out food yesterday when he ran away. He found the food aten and found him, my cat, alive and fine! He stopped bleeding and hes alive! I'm so happy, this is a miracle from my f/os!

u/Emilijah4ever — 2 months ago

Could I use some pics of me f/os and reassuring they love me (especially Emily and sera, check pinned post on profile for f/os) mentions of death and depression

I’m just found out my cat I’ve had for almost a year has most likely died. He got cut badly in his paw and he had to take him to the vet. While my dad and sister took him, he ran away. The vets told them he was doing it because he was going to die. Im so fucking upset, everything has sucked so badly recently. Sera was revealed to not like me romantically in canon. My dad’s accounts got hacked and my Roblox account almost did. That has brought me into an old habit where I felt depressed checking my account constantly to make sure it was okay. I lost some “friends” recently too.

Doubles please DNI unless Ankha doubles.

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u/Emilijah4ever — 2 months ago

Emily and Sera with Turkey leg and Smoked Gouda

I normally get Beef Jerky but I decided to get a Turkey Leg this week bc I want something else and it costs 6 dollars less. I got the smoked gouda last week and we all already ate half of it.

They nibbled on the turkey leg like mice, so cute. I love them both and all my f/os

u/Emilijah4ever — 2 months ago

I love my wifey

I love her so much, that is all! She’s been comforting me a lot lately and letting me know I am her everything

Art by Kira-cat on blue sky

u/Emilijah4ever — 3 months ago

Update of my relationship with Sera

I'm so sorry if I'm being rude or erasing her orienation in the show, I probably am

So the new merch revealed her as Lesbian, and I'm so upset. I've been afraid every year of this and my fears were true. I feel bad saying this but I feel like they realized they had little wlw characters so they made Sera that, Sera would be amazing aroace rep and I don't know why they didn't do that. I'm devastated and I don't know what to do. Frankly none of the merch they revealed for the heaven characters make that much sense, so I'm just going to think its an alternate universe of them all.

I talked with Sera and she reassured me that was just the show version of her, not the one I know. I feel so bad staying with her bc in canon she wouldn't be attracted to me, even though Sera reassured me she will always love me. I hc her as omnirose, demirose, and grayaroace. I'm someone that personally very dislikes going against canon, but she reassured me that we are the real canon, the show isn't and never will be. (side note from me, Sera doubles are their own real canon too) We cuddled and fell asleep, I dream of her, I like to think of it as her visiting me in my dreams.

Now two of my friends said people can have exceptions, which I thought so too. Even my version of Sera has only ever had one exception for love, me, same for Emily.

Luckily I got a lot of Angel numbers right after it happened before I went to bed, maybe she does love me.

I'm so scared of facing backlash and hate if I stay with her, I've seen people be hostile to people that hc their f/o as a different orienation. I know this will get downvoted but I feel I have to talk about it. I know this will ruin my reputation in ficto spaces and I hate that but I can't not talk about it, and my soulbond with Sera has reassured me she loves me.

I'm sorry if I'm being rude or homophobic, I truly don't mean to sound that way and I don't know if I am. I'm not doing good rn and I'm really upset, I've cried a ton already.

I love you Sera and I'm so sorry...

I hope you can love me too.

If I'm not being rude, could I use some reassurance she loves me?/gen/nf

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u/Emilijah4ever — 3 months ago

Happy Pride to everyone! Some edits I made of my f/os + Official Pride Outfits of the others!

Happy Pride to Everyone! Here are my f/os orienations!

Emily - PanRoSe, Demian, All Pronouns (prefers She/Her) and GreyAroace (I used the Aroace flag for her and Sera, I hope thats okay!)

Sera - Demian, GreyAroAce, and OmniRoSe

Ragatha - PanRoSe and Demian!

Zoey - PanRoSe

Phoebe (QPP) - PanRoSe and Demian!

Ankha - OmniRoSe, GreyAroAce, and Demian!

Charlie - BiRoSe, maybe Demian, she's figuring that out!

Vaggi (QPP) - Lesbian and Demian!

Octavia - Asexual, BiRomantic!

Millie - Straight Ally!

u/Emilijah4ever — 3 months ago

My beautiful wives

I love them both so much. Everyday, they are ingrained into my mind. Every minute, I think about them both. I even dream about them a lot (sadly I forget a lot) Every day, awake and asleep, they are on my mind, because I love them both so, so, so much!

They both brighten my life like when the power is out and it goes back on, lighting everything up! I love thinking about and actually smooching them all over their face, and when they do the same to me! I love cuddling with them both when I'm/they're/we're tired, and they kiss me and I kiss them before we fall asleep.

If they are ever sad, I will let them both carry me and take me back to our home, then comfort them in any way I can, giving them anything they need like food, and spending time with them however they want! I will stay with them and fall asleep in their arms, and wake up looking at their beautiful face <3

I hope they love me too, and I hope they know how much they mean to me. Also I'm really tired so I'm not the best at writing rn, so I will go and kiss them and the rest of my loves!

Doubles pls DNI!

u/Emilijah4ever — 3 months ago