I’m so incredibly sad with life . I don’t know how I keep going .
I’ve always been miserable and depressed my whole life . I never had supportive family . Or friends . Never had a chance in life because of my parents being navy and always losing my friends every 3 months to transfer to a new base . My parents abused me and my brother till we were adults .
My brother cut my whole family off and doesn’t speak to us. I don’t either . I work a dead end job where they play with my hours . They always screw me over .
I’ve suffered so much with hunger and having to steal orders and food from stores just to survive . I don’t even have a bed right now . I don’t even know how im still alive….. I’ve been bakeracted 2 times and I used to be incredibly addicted to alcohol to numb the pain… that doesn’t help . It makes you feel worse with life .
I’m always alone and lonely like I am now…
But somehow, some way I’m still alive unfortunately.