revelation during Ayahuasca
A week ago, I had my first Ayahuasca. I experienced the greatest honor a person can experience. Life had been a struggle for many years. My family had fallen apart. I was depressed and had various physical ailments. I didn't want to live. I was so tired of life... I decided to go to Ayahuasca hoping that something would happen there that would change my life.
Something incredible happened. I touched the pain I carry in my soul. It was as if all the bad events, feelings, and emotions had gathered in one moment in my heart. I started crying, feeling the pain. But it was wonderful, so cleansing. I felt the pain melt away with each tear. It lasted quite a while. I savored it. It was wonderful.
When I calmed my breathing and closed my eyes, Our Lady stood before me. I knew I had been granted a tremendous honor. She told me that I had to experience all this and all these setbacks to be able to meet her today. She told me she was proud of me, that I had never let her down. She told me she had examined my heart many times before she decided to invite me here. I saw a situation from my own life where I helped people, where I supported my friends, where I loved others. She was so proud of me. She raised my hand, gave me her scepter, and said, "You are the chosen one, feel it." It was so wonderful. I asked her why everyone around me was vomiting and I wasn't. She replied, "I have nothing to be sick about." That my heart and soul were pure and noble.
I have a tattoo of lions on my arm. Our Lady said, "These lions are not accidental; they are my work—they have protected you for many years. And they will continue to protect you. They give you strength."
Our Lady said I needed depression to find silence, to learn to meditate (I practiced it when I was sick). That I would find it in the stars, to look at the sky and pray—that she heard me.
Our Lady told me to place my hands on sick people and pray – that I would heal them. That everything I believed in would come to pass, but I must never doubt. She repeated many times: you must believe and be patient. She explained to me why certain people appeared in my life. It was so wise; it all came together. I didn't want to go back, but she reminded me that I had children and that my journey wasn't over yet.
When I opened my eyes, I saw her with my friend from the group who was vomiting. She said to me, "I'll help him a little to make him feel better." And she placed her hand on his heart.
Suddenly, I became music. I felt like I was flying, like I was some beautiful energy. Our Lady appeared again and said she would show me the universe. I was lifted up into the sky. I connected with the stars. It's hard to describe. I felt part of something great. Something that gave me strength.
Through it all, I felt immense love. I felt victorious. It was the most beautiful day of my life.