Father and daughter
The father and daughter
Salam Alaykum
I had a few questions and want some Islamic answers from these because I do not think I am in the wrong whatsoever but I will want advice.
Me and my father have never been close, yes he is present but never emotionally and he is very angry person. He curses (even to Allah) astaghfiruallah, threatens with death, screams hits and so on and so forth. Me and him never get along and when he talks to me it’s always about cleaning the dishes.
This is just one of many things:
The other day my car broke down and him and my mom came to fix it and pick me up
I was stuck at the place for 2-3 hours then we went grocery shopping and came home and I was so tired especially after waiting. It was close to Maghreb athan time and he started yelling at me to clean the dishes. I told him im tired and I will do them let me rest. He then got so angry because he HATES anyone going against him. I forgot to mention he has this ego and he uses it as much as he can to make you so angry. I have trauma from him.
I was so overstimulated and he kept yelling and got close to me to hit me. I told him let me pray first and he told me no you aren’t praying. I tried to but he didn’t let me and said NONE of my prayers to Allah are never going to be accepted. He said that and astaghfiruallah called himself Allah. He told me allah won’t accept and so on.
How is my prayers not accepted because of that? I hate when he tells me that because this isn’t first time. Hes such a toxic dad and he threatens to leave us all but never does.
This affects me so much and it will probably when I get married. I don’t feel any feelings towards him, im so cold when I speak to him