Crying as a man
Gosh where do i begin.. last weekend a girl and I went on a vaca to panama city beach florida. It was great in some cases but i ended up getting a uti, figured it by peeing blood.. im treating it right now. And we came back monday and on the way back she tells me she doesnt think its working out. Ive been feeling lost and kinda spiraling alittle bit. Just being away for a good bit and then those things happen, it really caught me off gaurd. Ever since then ive been having periods of just breaking down. Im working in a house by myself so i can literally cry when i need to. I just cant shake the feeling of this and it keeps eating at my mind everyday. Its becoming harder and harder. And it feels like when i get like this, most of the things ive been anxious about before jumps in just because.. thank you to anyone who has read this.