I will never send this
I know you are probably heartbroken right now. I am too. I didn’t know you for too long but the time we spent together will be forever etched into my memory. I still miss you. I just couldn’t get over some things. Things that maybe we could have talked about but I don’t want to control you. I want you to experience whatever you need to. Be a better person, a better parent, and love yourself the way I love you. I need to be better myself. And I felt I was enabling some things and did not know how to talk about
You really are such an amazing person. Cute, smart, resilient, kind, and honest. You were always honest with me. I really hope that one day our paths cross again. But this is probably best for now. And maybe you wont even entertain me in that distant improbable future. Which is ok. It does sadden me to think like that but its okay. I love you a lot. And I wish things were slightly different. You’ll always have a place in my heart mennaj mwen 💚