Taste of lust and I can’t get rid of it
I just need to vent this off my chest.
It all starts with a friend of mine asked me to go to massage parlour. At first it is just a normal massage parlour, but then one day we hit a one with happy ending. I resist it at first as I feel uncomfortable but then one day I just let it go. This is just a start.
Once it open the can of worms, it infested fast.
Fast forward, i have a business trip last year, found a telegram that could call for “drink tea” 🍵 if you know what i meant. Out of curiosity, i reach out and it turn out to be a real one not a scam. It hooked me up.
Whenever I have a business trip I would call one. It just different name in different country, but the business model is so mature and available everywhere.
The worst is, I found one that provides the service back in my hometown. I visited twice.
I have a girlfriend that we been together for two years but I just can’t get enough. I feel guilty every time like after masturbation.
I know I am a piece of shit and don’t deserve her. I won’t open up to her but I think I need to let her go.