u/EmotionalCheck5410

God I hate him. I’ve been trying so hard not to. But god I do. We are still in the same house only because my house isn’t ready yet. He agreed for me to stay here until it was done. I have maybe 2 weeks til it’s finished. And he’s using me like his emotional punching bag. I fight back and he says well you can get out of my house. He knows I have no family no friends I have no one. He keeps saying go live in your house and my god I would love that. But there is no power yet. The septic isn’t done and the water line isn’t ran. And he’s doing this I front of my kids. I really really hate him.

I 37f divorced my 35m husband ex husband? Today. There was no fan fare. It was all mutual and it all went off without a hitch. There was no cheating no real fighting it was just empty. There was no intimacy, no real emotion it was a shell. With all that why am I so sad? I know it’s the end of an era but it’s the beginning of another one. I’m normally very glass half full kind but I’m just not today. I would call my friends but I only have my sister and she’s not wanting to talk. I didn’t realize how isolated I was til this. Sorry for rambling but idk. That’s all I’m just a cracked shell now.