u/Emotional_Cream_8471

I want to recover but I can't because I know that I will just go back to being overweight seeing as Im just at a healthy weight. Not to mention that my doctor will start nagging me about being overweight. But it's just so exhausing living like this. I eat so little and can only dreaming of being able to eat normal. On top of that I want to eat even less than I do now even though I am very tired. I've never really known what normal eating is like because I've dealt with food and body image problems for so long. I don't want to wait until I end up underweight but I just can't live with myself if I go back to being overweight. I feel like recovery could be triggering for me. I just don't know what to do.

I'm currently a sophomore and I'm really struggling in my accounting class. It's gotten to the point where my mental health and other classes are affected. I've always felt like I should ask as little questions as possible to avoid being a burden and I'm also a gifted child. I feel like I have to work through my problems by myself but it's just resulted in me getting low scores in my aassignments for accounting. Whenever I ask for help I feel incompetent and like a failure. How do I stop feeling this way about asking for help?

I've been wanting to learn French since 8th grade and started a little freshman year but stopped because I struggle with being consistent. I'm not sure if it's a gifted kid thing or just part of trying to learn a language on your own. I'm a sophomore now and feel like I've just wasted time. I can't take French classes since I hate the college that's closest to me and wouldn't feel safe there, my school doesn't offer it, and I don't know of anyone who knows how to speak French. I also feel extra discouraged because I'm bilingual and people always say learn your first language how you learned your second language. I learned them both at the same time 😭