u/Emotional_Flower_888

After being on SSRI’s for 13 years. Lately I feel either completely apathetic or sad and lonely. I try to put myself out there but I don’t really get anywhere. It just feels like the same loop of work go home be alone and doom scroll. On the few days I get off is just doing the bare minimum of errands to survive. I should be grateful for every day I’m alive after surviving cancer. But lately I can’t help but feel alone and helpless. I don’t want to be a burden on others I don’t want to be negative. But really losing touch with myself and the things I normally love doing feel totally numb. I want to be the beat person I can be, but have no motivation to do so or energy