u/Emotional_Ninja7888

Hi. Life has been quiet lately and it’s been so lonely. My closest friends are busy with life and moving so I’m in a very isolated time right now. Summer can feel lonely for this reason especially having severe fomo. I’d love to have someone I can be open and close with even if you are across the world. I miss having someone I can be 100% honest with without fear of judgement and I feel like online is a special place for that. I’m open to chat about anything from pets to your deepest fears. Some of my fav things are listening to music, long drives, painting, learning instruments, cooking, coloring, walks in nature. Don’t hesitate to send me a pm and hopefully we can get to know each other

I’m in my mid-twenties and I’ve never been in a relationship. It feels like everyone around me has someone. My friends have boyfriends, fiancés, husbands, families, or at the very least men who are genuinely interested in them. Meanwhile…I’ve never experienced any of that.

The reason is obvious..I’m unattractive. Because of that I’ll never know what it’s like to be loved romantically or desired by someone. I am repulsive to guys. It’s heartbreaking to feel like something I have no control over has caused me so much emptiness in life. It’s like I’m destined to be alone and have honestly given up on the idea of the possibility of ever having a relationship.

The sadness never really goes away. It’s there when my friends talk about their relationships, when I see couples out together, or when I’m the only one in a group who doesn’t get hit on. Even seeing attractive people, engagements, weddings, or happy families can be painful because it feels like I’m looking at a future that was never meant for me. The constant feeling of being left behind is exhausting…I’m working on accepting being single and alone forever because at this point even if I did have a relationship I feel like I’d be too dependent on his presence in my life