caught bf dealing and smoking🍃
i just found out my boyfriend of almost 1.5years has been dealing 🍃 to friends from work , smoking it, and smoking cigarettes after work also. (i found out by going through his phone)
i shouldn’t of but it was eating at me
now ive had a gut feeling about this for 2 ish weeks and the resentment towards him has been bad. crying myself to sleep bad😂 this is my first ever relationship so im still navigating how to communicate in person (don’t hate on me please) 😭
we talked it out and told him i dont want to be with someone who does and deals drugs. he said he’d stop hanging out with them & dealing. he apologised heaps and explained how i’m his no1 priority.
10mins pior to the conversation^ , i asked if he smokes with his friend when he drops stuff off to him. he said no, he drops it and goes home (i was aware of this). i’ve heard usually when someone deals they take it as well but he lied to my face.
when i asked why he has been keeping this from me to he said he was afraid of my reaction of getting upset… i was even more upset that he lied to me.
i honestly don’t really know why im writing this except to ask does it get better? has anyone had their partner willingly change for you in regards to his?
the very last thing i want to do is breakup with him cause he generally is the sweetest boy ever and we never fight but this kinda big to me so im lost
before we met he used to this as a job full time but after we met he stopped and cut everyone off that he had connections that were related to it.
TL;DR! - i caught my boyfriend dealing and smoking 🍃 to and with his work friends. i’m wondering will he change?