Please tell me I am not a bad Mom
Throw away account because I am ashamed to say this out loud.. and why I can’t tell anyone in my life because I am sure it’s just a moment thing and not how I will feel forever but.. what if I am not cutout to be a mom? :(
My baby is 7 weeks. I love her so much.. but I am not feeling too much joy today. Which breaks my heart because she deserves a mother who cherishes every moment.
I’m just not feeling joy today. I am still doing the nights on my own (by choice.. I’ve done every night. My husband runs our businesses - he is so helpful in the evenings and weekends). But some days it just feels so hard. Like I have never been able to “clock out”. Even though I don’t necessarily need to clock out.. I love being my babies primary caregiver and everything.. but in some moments I am worried I made the wrong choice in having kids :(
Can anyone relate and tell me I’m not a terrible mom?