Feeling extra weird lately
Can I even put this on this sub? Let me know if I can’t please I will remove it if it’s not removed first.
Lots of questions in this by the way:
Why do I feel disconnected from life like its not real and numb? But super super hyper aware of life and always questioning why we’re here/exist?? And questioning why this is happening? I also have been hyper aware of life and questioning it since I was a kid. I’ve gotten this weird disconnected feeling before as a kid too repetitively but it’s gotten worse over the years of getting older. On multiple occasions I feel like I’ve been here before too…like I’ve lived this life before also very paranoid and scared that this is all a loop. Also existing and not existing scares me so much. All the different variables and possibilities terrify me. But yeah I will say I don’t feel like myself anymore I feel very different. Almost like I’m watching a movie and my mind is just all over the place. My memory has been very horrible as well even more so. I also think there’s a possibility that I may feel this way even more so because of karma or witch craft? And I’ve been getting a lot of intrusive thoughts that I feel aren’t from me. Like something not me. I would like some clarity if anyone is willing. Thank you very much in advance.