Today is the day
Today is my day one. (F37) I started smoking around 19 and have been a daily user ever since. I’ve gotten better over the years. I used to smoke 2-3 blunts a day and now a one gram cart lasts about a week. This month I finished a college degree, I did a whole degree stoned out of my mind. It got me to start thinking about what I can accomplish if I’m sober. So after walking I told myself no more. Today is day one, I’m nervous, excited, scared because I don’t know who or how I am without it, excited to be free. Some days I feel like a slave to it, but today is day one! I’m at the point where I don’t even feel a difference in myself when I do smoke, but it’s ok because today is day one 🙃
I appreciate all the posts on this page because it helps with hope and knowing that others are working on this too.