Frustration rant
So I’m easily the smallest person in my gym. 5’0 and around 125lbs. Last night was easily the worst I’ve rolled in a long time. I literally left class in tears which I haven’t done in a longggg time. It was a competition class and there was nobody there below blue belt, and the average weight in the room was about 180lbs, maybe a little heavier. I just felt like everything I did I basically ran into a brick wall, my offense was being stifled, and I just couldn’t make anything happen. At one point another blue belt picked me up by my armpits when I was going for a takedown and stood me back up like a toddler 😅
Idk just a rant. I get in my head about where I think I should be skill wise and how I should be rolling in the room. My other training days are normally a little better for me but for some reason competition classes I really struggle with.
Anyways rant over, thank you for coming to my TedTalk. Mods delete if not allowed, otherwise positive vibes and encouragement are welcome