why is this so hard
man i’m like doing good getting over this guy because i learned he’s Kinda a douchebag (heard a couple of stuff abt him that just made me like Yeah no) but it’s so hard to like get over in some moments (for context i’ve never rlly liked “attractive” looking before like im a super personality person but this is my first time like finding someone physically cute tbh and it’s just like Aaaa damn it everytime i lwk catch myself looking his direction)
like today at this event i saw him in a suit and tie for first time 😶didn’t speak to him at all but it’s just like Ugj what the heck
(also so hard to just move along cuz he’s a friend of mine and someone i want to keep as a friend because we have a lot of activities togetjer and stuff in common outside of just class, and also hes a decently good person it’s just Gah)