u/EnvironmentalBar5160

I had bi-curious thoughts since high school but didn’t act on them until I was much older. Being in the closet with regard to this, married with grown kids, I feel guilt and shame at times. however, the sexual pleasure and intense satisfaction I have experienced with a couple of divorced or widowed bi guys is worth the negative feelings. My wife would never accept I this and I do not want to leave her, because we have a solid relationship and support each other. I’d love to hear from others in my situation and understand how to better navigate my feelings.