u/EnvironmentalCat990

I have noticed something in my personality. It's that I keep forcing myself to find excuses just to cause impusliveness and hate towards other people

I do have problems and my problems are bigger than other people but at some point I have a choice to put these problems behind my back but I refuse

I just want to inflict pain in others for the sake of suffering. I start by hurting animals in very cruel ways then I hurt random people

I'm evil by nature, it's something I am unable to change so I need to put a stop it but idk how