u/EnvironmentalWolf568

You say you love the sunshine,

yet you run to find the shade.

You say you love the rain,

yet hide beneath umbrellas raised.

Is this how everything's loved

By you, from afar, in vain?

I had to choose between dying due to how much I miss you OR you constanty hurting me when together. Staying alive was never an option.

i have carved myself over and over again but my arms are still shaped around you

I miss you but I dread I wouldve forever missed myself if I stayed with you. It still feels selfish that I chose me.