Almost 32F making my therapist laugh
I find myself wondering how my therapist views me. I'm also a therapist which makes me even more curious. And yes, even therapists see therapists. And today I made mine laugh. Like she didn't just giggle she full on laughed. And I was a little proud. Then a little concerned. She assured me I was funny. I have a feeling she was concerned and was laughing it off.
I was telling her about my time making friends on here. The amazing ones I still talk to, the number of unsolicited private parts I have had the displeasure of seeing, the attachments I have formed only to never hear from the people again and the strange ways people who are going through hard stuff just gravitate towards me. I am still stuck between, I am really warm and people just feel great opening up to me, and , I am the sad flame that attracts the sad moths to her. She took notes when I said this. I have a feeling she will bring it up again as something to work on.
Anyway, my point is, I love talking to people here but I just want fun conversations. I want to laugh and giggle and tell you about how I almost fell on my walk and I laughed at myself so hard tears came. I want to talk to someone for more than a week before they disappear or ask for a picture of my tits.
Maybe I'm just frustrated because someone I really connected with has not replied in 2 days. Or I'm just frustrated because people seem so cool on their posts then get super boring in the messages. Maybe I'm a little gay and just want women to text me. Maybe I should be a little more offline.
Now I understand why my therapist laughs a lot...