u/Equivalent-Ad6476

Everyday that goes by the thought of my future makes me miserable. I spend so much time telling people lies that im fine and that i’m well prepared for college. Despite that I feel every part of me lying in that sentence. Maybe its the lies where I say I got a A- instead of a B+ or a 4 on a ap exam even though i got a 3. I feel like my identity is so fake and all im built around is is lies. Not to mention all I hear from my peers is there new internship they got and how they got a 1600 on the sat. Im just so scared if nothing ends up working out. The disappointed look on my parents is enough for me to say goodbye to this world. It’s too much to think about.