u/Equivalent-Agent-870

I have been suicidal for a while, but my symptoms had died down really early in college life. However, I recently started Lexapro around early April, and it's been working in helping me finally feel less anxious when I sleep. However, I recently started experiencing suicidal thoughts, and I have been hurting myself. Would you guys recommend I continue? Or should I change my medication... I am just nervous. I have never felt so depressed in my entire life... I really just wanna feel ok. I emailed my doctor, and I hope I can get a response from her soon.