Confused/Hurt
One of my close friends got upset because I was talking to a musician/influencer guy online that she also liked, even though she didn’t actually know him personally. I apologized multiple times and even distanced myself/stopped all contact with the guy to try to save the friendship. (This was literally only a 24 hour thing and only a few messages were sent.)
She told me she wanted to move forward, but now she’s basically ghosting me privately while still talking in our group chat and making plans with everyone else. I feel awkward, excluded, and honestly really hurt/confused by the mixed signals.
I can’t tell if I genuinely messed up badly or if this situation got blown out of proportion. I don’t know whether to keep trying to fix the friendship or just let it go.
This is all really triggering my anxiety/depression also and I haven’t been able to sleep or workout and my healthy eating has gone down the drain. I just feel lost and confused in this situation and it’s draining the life out of me.