does it get better
i(17)f am one month away from graduation and the closer and closer i get the more i realize i may have made a huge mistake throughout highschool ive been a straight a student and have joined as many clubs as i could and still got rejected from my top choice which bummed me out but this semester my courses have all been work intensive (calc physics chem) and usually i have a buffer class to help take my mind off things but i took a spare and average dropped by 10% and im going to engineering which i know is going to be so much harder and i don’t know if im cut out for it everyone around me is getting into the dream programs or going to their dream universities getting awards and networking with people and im stuck with my second option going into a program im not sure is fit for me everyone ive spoken to who is doing engineering is so sure of themselves and are more passionate about it than i am i wouldn’t say i chose it because of the money but i really like problem solving but there’s no point if i can barely do good in highschool to fail all my classes in uni i keep doubting if ill have a future down the line and i don’t know what to do i dont think ive ever been this clueless in my life and i dont know what to do